Today hasn’t been bad although it hasn’t been too great either and because of that I feel stuck! I feel like I’m sinking. There are tons of things I want to do and some things I need to do and yet nothing is getting done.
I want to find this super awesome job that could lead to an amazing career but at the same time I want to disappear.
I want to make my motivation working out and getting in shape but at the same time I just want to sit on my couch and eat my feelings.
I want to go outside today and enjoy this beautiful day but I don’t want to get dressed.
I’m hungry but need to go grocery shopping.
And I want to to be productive but just want to sleep.
I feel stuck and am struggling with everything. Grief sucks! There I said it… Now maybe I can go and turn this day around.